昨天收到了Rebecca父亲寄来的超大包裹，重达4.2Kg，我把滴眼液拿了出来准备明天晚上去找EMS把包裹转发到墨尔本。Rebecca说等她打工挣到钱就给我买一个笔记本，我很期待。

另外，最近针对校园的暴力犯罪似乎相当多：
3月23日，福建省南平市实验小学校门口
4月12日，广西合浦某小学
4月28日，广东雷州
4月29日，江苏泰兴
4月30日，山东潍坊校园。
5月11日，广西三江
5月12日，陕西省南郑县

She told me that from her perspective the majority part of things what
I had done were wasting time.  She also informed me that she found my
life was lack of regulation and seemed full of havoc and disorder.  No
clear objective on doing what in the future might be the reason for
which I manifested these weaknesses on living.  Later, she pointed out
that I always spent so many time and energy on reviewing things
happened in the past.  In the end of our conversation, she committed
that actually speaking I am a boring man in her mind.

To the first criticism. my view is she was right.  Why I do not have
enough confidence or ambition may be I guess I still do not have
enough knowledge accumulated.

To her  second point of view, I partly agree with her, because my
motto is that people should have a clear understanding on how a thing
is actually right or wrong rather than the  stable position or
standpoint on judgement (Hanhan, a famous young Chinese writer and
Race driver ).  Besides this, I also mentioned that I really
have no idea about the modern Chinese society, because it is hard to
say whether it is a good nation or not and how to make money or build
my own career: ethical or speculative, it is a quite hurge problem I
face now.

To her last argumentation, I have no other justification besides
admitted.  Personally speaking, I aspire to overcome this obvious
weakness of me.

So what an awful man I am, I need to work harder.

Best Regards
Sent from my Nokia 6220c Device

Original Chinese Edition:http://www.xcar.com.cn/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=12006757&extra=page=1

It is the first day of the “testing operation” for Shanghai Expo 2010.  I visited the Expo Park for a whole day and expirenced Chinese people’s personal qualities again.

People looted the guide map of Shanghai Expo when they just get into the Expo Park.  They all rushed up to volunteer who have maps on their hand. People who did not get the guide map run to the next volunteer to ask for guide maps.  Each volunteer’s guide maps had been carried off by the crowd people.  To my surprise, aged people such as grandfathers and grandmas run as fast as F1.

Today there were only a few pavilions opened for the “test operation”.  At the gate of opened pavilions, a number of people lined up to wait for entrance.  Because the line was too long, some people started to jump the queue.  By my obverzation, the majority of people who jumped the queue are men and women aged 40 and elder.  The fact was when one jumped a queue, the others then followed them in hot pursuit.  I felt that they beleived if they did not jump aqueue, they maight loose a big amount of money.  People who jumped the queue did no response to the others’ criticism.  Some even argued with people who pointed out they were jumping the queue. Italian pavilion’s glass wall was smashed by the crowed people.  Foreign employees had never met the sense, I considered that they were frightened and become crazy.  Soon the German Pavilion closed, and then the British Pavilion closed, finally the Australian Pavilion closed its door.

Beside this, the drinking area became garbage heaps and no one could drink there.  The most important point is that visitors today are all Shanghainese(Citizens of Shanghai).  As we all know, the personal quality of Shanghainese is not the worst in all Chinese people.  How can we image the situation when the Shanghai Expo open for all the nation’s people in May 1?

Some photos taken from the Shanghai Expo Park

亮点1:在四平路，延安三路和长春路交会的地块，一面墙上写满了“拆”字，另一面墙上涂着大字“保卫国有资产”，可以想象这里发生了什么样的故事：在天朝大地每天都在上演的土地争夺战；而结局我们也是可以想象的，就像去年我和施洋坐321去家乐福买东西时看见一个工地边的大楼上挂着条幅“反对非法拆迁”，再过俩星期重访那鲜红的条幅已经无影无踪了。

亮点2:车行至燕儿岛路突然看见公交站停了一辆227，里面空无一人，八成是坏掉鸟。这时我就相当庆幸没有赶上那辆～OHOH，最最亮点的是，新换的227挡风玻璃上都竖着一个牌子“让政府放心，让群众满意”于是乎，停在那里抛锚让大家放心不下，哈哈。

在“重要通知”里面，丝毫找不到任何与信用卡收费相关的通知，于是我继续研究工行的网站，终于发现了这个：

工商银行真狠，我想不出有什么原因促使它做出这样的决定：异地还款还要加收手续费，本人持本人本卡异地存款也要加收手续费……

我想，工商银行股份有限公司既然是“世界第一大银行”，同时也是社会主义国家里面最大的银行；既应该同国际接轨，也应该在国际上起到表率作用：国际上信用卡异地还款都是不收费的，而且也没有异地还款这个概念，同时作为社会主义旗下的银行，给人民带来方便更是理所应当；可是，如今眼下这种开国际之先河的收费项目和标准，让我们不得不为工商银行的信用卡业务捏了一把汗：如果工行还想玩儿下去的话，很玄了，至少我就准备销卡。

我当时什样的心情？很平静，或者说很蛋定。因为我自己已经不知从何时开始，从不参加任何官方组织的或者有着官方背景的募捐活动；坦然地说，无论是地震还是海啸或者别的什么杂七杂八的捐款，我都一分钱没有拿出来。我冷漠么？我这次不就很主动要捐么？

很遗憾的是昨天下午放学之后我睡了过去，一觉醒来竟然忘了这事，所以昨晚就没有转账。今天早晨再次上推的时候，却得到了令我震惊的消息：一本正经已经结束，停止接受新的捐款。他们似乎已经筹得了超过4万5千元善款。

究竟是什么力量，让一个4天里只筹到6千余元的慈善项目一夜之间得到4万元捐款？究其原因我认为是老罗和中文推友的推介。令我遗憾的是：无论老罗的博客还是Twitter，都在天朝的长城之外，天朝P民非有坚强毅力十八般武艺者，跨不出去。吴恒最初发起项目的地方是校内人人，难道校内人人没有分享功能？非也，人人里的人分享的都是各种彩妆，成功学励志文章，各种考试秘籍，天下各地小吃，“经典”旅游路线还有非主牛相册；这样的社会化网络怎么可能容得下一个小小的慈善项目？且不说【一本正经】会淹没在考试秘籍泡妞宝典和真情倾诉假意装X的浩瀚之中，即便是有人看见，又怎么可能不居高临下辩证批判一下如此过时的“骗子手法”？

长城里面究竟充斥着什么？而长城又将什么挡在天朝之外？在海的那头，我们这些来自大陆，香港，台湾还有世界各地的中文用户心连心手牵手：Blog是我们自己的家，Twitter是我们之间的桥梁。在Blog里，我们每一个人都是孤独的，在Twitter上，我们又活跃起来，我们之间没有沟壑，我们都有着共同的信念，我们都有着相同的信仰。最重要的是：当我们在长城之内，我们不是一个完整的人，我们没有爱，没有信任，没有包容，没有真诚；我们有的，只有愤怒，只有恐惧，只有忍辱负重艰难前行。而当我们跨越大洋，来到那无尽之海对面，我们才是一个正真正正完完整整的人；我们团结一致，我们真心相对，我们以诚相待，我们敞开心扉，我们伸出援手，我们感动落泪；我们不再有悲伤，我们也不再惧怕什么，我们勇敢坚强的面对。

长城究竟把什么挡在了天朝之外？长城又将什么圈在了自己的墙里？我想，【一本正经】的故事告诉了我们一切。最后引用沙叶新先生的诗句：

第一个新闻是西安交大六教授联合举报长江学者造假，注意百度贴吧里面的跟贴：

第二个新闻是河南周口一开发商垫资政府修路 被判逃税罚款4亿，网易新闻里的评论摘编如下：

然后是谷歌官方的中文翻译版本http://www.google.com/press/new-approach-to-china/update.html

然后是华尔街日报对港府的邮件采访http://chinese.wsj.com/gb/20100323/rth153408.asp

然后是可能吧的评论http://www.kenengba.com/post/2821.html

最后引用卡拉的图