A long telephone conversation with Susan

Last night I made a very long phone call to Susan.  She pointed out a
number of weaknesses in my life and personalities.  First she told me
that I did not have strong ambition and confidence to success.
Secondly I seemed having  no clear standpoint on life and how to live
in the society.  Thirdly. I was lack of strong mind on resisting
others’ influences to myself.

She told me that from her perspective the majority part of things what
I had done were wasting time.  She also informed me that she found my
life was lack of regulation and seemed full of havoc and disorder.  No
clear objective on doing what in the future might be the reason for
which I manifested these weaknesses on living.  Later, she pointed out
that I always spent so many time and energy on reviewing things
happened in the past.  In the end of our conversation, she committed
that actually speaking I am a boring man in her mind.

To the first criticism. my view is she was right.  Why I do not have
enough confidence or ambition may be I guess I still do not have
enough knowledge accumulated.

To her  second point of view, I partly agree with her, because my
motto is that people should have a clear understanding on how a thing
is actually right or wrong rather than the  stable position or
standpoint on judgement (Hanhan, a famous young Chinese writer and
Race driver ).  Besides this, I also mentioned that I really
have no idea about the modern Chinese society, because it is hard to
say whether it is a good nation or not and how to make money or build
my own career: ethical or speculative, it is a quite hurge problem I
face now.

To her last argumentation, I have no other justification besides
admitted.  Personally speaking, I aspire to overcome this obvious
weakness of me.

So what an awful man I am, I need to work harder.

Best Regards
Sent from my Nokia 6220c Device

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